Yesterday is History

A year ago today Miah asked me to the Senior Ball.
I was sitting on the couch in the living room on my old laptop doing something or other (because that's where the internet worked best) and Todd comes to the door. Scared me to death. He tells me he needs someone to help out with folding the programs for the awards banquet coming up in a few days. I agreed to help, and I told dad I was leaving.
We finished the programs and I went home. Dad said, "Um, you're going to be really upset. Skittles (our dog) got into the garbage in your bathroom. It's a mess. You might want to go have a look."
And so I did. But I didn't find a mess.


Anyway, Yeah. I was in love with him, to say the least.

A year ago this month I was trying to figure out how to gently end whatever it was between me and Sims Koger. Pretty sure he thought we were a couple, though time and time again I reminded him that we weren't.



He was so in love with me. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed my time with him. But he liked me alot more than I liked him. And I was infatuated with Miah, so it wasn't fair to Sims.

A year ago next week would be the day that Todd, Ashley, Whitney and I went out for a random photo shoot around town and took close to 200 pictures.
A couple of days later would be the day that Miah realized that he really did have feelings for me.



A year ago right now, Scotty was bugging the crap out of me. I thought we'd broken up, but apparently he didn't. It's a long, confusing story and it turned out to be a terribly painful misunderstanding. We broke up, officially a year ago in three weeks.



And last night... he kissed me.
He came over and we watched a movie. We cuddled. When the movie ended we laid there on the couch together in silence for a while, listening to the DVD menu music repeating itself over and over. Finally he said, "Is it weird to think that when I get in my truck tonight and leave... that'll be it?" I'm leaving for Orlando soon, and he'll be leaving for a mission in the fall. That hit me, hard. We've been so close for about two years... and then he'll be gone for two years... When he gets back, we'll be different people. I mean, two years ago right now seems like a lifetime away.

May 2008: Still with Andrew. Life = crap.
June 2008: Started Cosmetology School. Met Taja.
July 2008: Intervention from Taja and Ern. Broke up with Andrew, Dated Ern.


August 2008: Ern and I broke up. Began Senior Year.
September: Met Scotty online... on Facebook haha... well... and the rest is history I guess.
I'm really going to miss him. When he kissed me goodbye, next to his truck in his usual parking spot, it was a time warp. His kiss was so familiar. And his smell, comforting. I was back in December of 2008, when our relationship was in its prime...

Anyway, that's about all.