Surviving College

Things I want to do with my life:

1. Be on Broadway.
2. Be a film actress.
3. Work for Disneyworld as a princess.
4. Direct a Broadway show.
5. Have my own Wikipedia page.
6. Live in Florida.
7. Live in San Francisco.
8. Live in L.A.
9. Serve a mission.
10. Eventually- get married and raise a family.
11. Finish college. Ahh.
12. Live on Newport Beach (or Balboa Island)
13. Attend a performing arts college.

I know some of it sounds a little bit ridiculous... but it's possible. All of it is possible. I realized that tonight. (OH! By the way, I'm in L.A. We saw Next to Normal tonight.) I noticed, as I watched the actors, that I have the potential to be as good as any of those actors or actresses on that stage. And I realized that I would give anything to be on a stage like that.
And on that Hollywood walk of fame today... I want my name there.



(My feet are the top left, next to the film symbol.)

And on the subject of a performing arts school:
I'm thinking of attending Columbus State University in GA. This is their Performing Arts Building:



The tuition isn't terribly expensive, I mean, if I can get five grand from the government for being poor like I have in the past, tuition would only cost me upwards of $3,000 a year. I think that's what I figured, anyway.

Current annoyances and concerns:

1. No one has showed a sincere interest in buying my contract.
2. I'm without a job, but I'm sure Durango's would take me back if I tell them quick enough.
3. There are so many girls out there who look like me who are equally or more talented. I don't know if I'll ever make it.

Thoughts:

1. If I can't sell my contract, I have to find a job ASAP, whether it be in Logan, Park City or St. George. And I'll just have to suck it up and pay my rent.
2. Christmas: the good news is, I can go home for as long as I freaking want because I'm not enrolled in school.
3. I need to ....figure all of this out.