First, Cory (the only one in Florida that seemed to be worth spending any time or emotion on) drops me like yesterday's bowl of tuna fish. That was fun.
Then, I had just finished telling my roommate that Scotty was the only one who had really stuck by me these past two years. The very next day, his blog sports photos of a pretty brunette who seems to be everything he ever wanted and more.
Sure... Scotty and I have been kind of slowly losing contact. He was kind of starting to drive me nuts, being as I've been kinda running around crazy hare-brained mad as of late. I've been stressed and I've had a short fuse. I guess I kinda took for granted how crazy he was over me.
Now I have no man.
Alex won't even make out with me.
(...which is dumb.)
I feel pretty useless.
So I guess it's time to forget about men and start focusing on school and work.
Saving money to buy a car and move to Maryland.
Being a good mom to my cute roommates.
Oh, my poor, dear, sweet, naive roommates... That's a story for another day.
In other news, Grant has me on a new music kick... Concept albums.
So far I've devoured:
"Broken Bride" by Ludo
"The Heroin Diaries Soundtrack" by Sixx:A.M.
and just tonight I loved and listened to "Operation: Mindcrime" by Queensryche.
Tomorrow night will consist of listening to Green Day's "American Idiot" and "21st Century Breakdown" all the way through.
An excerpt from tonight's selection:
"I Don't Believe in Love" by Queensryche.
I don't believe in love
I never have, I never will
I don't believe in love
I'll just pretend she never was real
I don't believe in love
I need to forget her face, I see it still
I don't believe in love
It's never worth the pain that you feel
No chance for contact
There's no raison d'etre
My only hope is one day I'll forget
The pain of knowing what can never be
With or without love it's all the same to me
Other randomousities:
1. Working at Durango's as a cashier. Eight bucks an hour to stand at a register sure beats laundry at Disneyworld.
1 ½. My manager is Alex's older brother. He found out that he and I were a situation last February. And now work is even more hilarious than it was before. He likes to tell me embarrassing stories about Alex.
2. I take the bus to work every day. That's an adventure in itself.
3. I'm five stars away from becoming a gold card member at Starbucks. I keep telling them they just need to hire me.
4. Target STILL has not called me back, and they started the background check nearly a month ago. ...really? I promise, I've never committed a murder, I'm not a sex offender, I've never been convicted of animal cruelty and I've never robbed a bank. I've told you guys everything there is to know on my criminal record. I have nothing to hide.
5. I'm homesick for Florida.
6. I miss my wife.
7. I can't sleep tonight, thanks to the damn "cookies" song from A Year With Frog and Toad (the musical). Look it up if you're curious. But I don't suggest doing it before you try to go to bed.
8. My step-mom's canned peaches are a gift from God. Tonight I found myself playing Robot Unicorn Attack and rewarding myself with a quarter of a peach half every time I beat my high score. (which is really an eighth of a peach.)
9. Did you know that if you Google 1/2 it'll give you the math equation: 1/2=.5? Interesting.
10. It's raining. :]
Goodnight, world
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